Do you remember all the times you started something only to not finish? Books? TV Shows? Writing assignments? Building projects? Cleaning? There are many reasons why we might not finish something. We’re busy people! We have lives and the when unexpected comes up we have to give up other things to accommodate. Let’s be honest though, most of the time we don’t finish because we lose interest, it’s challenging or just plain old fashioned neglect.
I’ve started writing several devotions this week, only to end up putting them in the trash, forever unfinished. They either weren’t good, or they just weren’t coming together. The inspiration for the idea never fully hit. Is there anything more unsatisfying than leaving something undone?
I was finding myself completely frustrated since I like to have 10 devotions written in advance. And I was watching the number dwindle 8…7…6 scheduled posts. Even today’s devotion I started it, only to come back a week later to try and finish it. At one point I cried out, “Lord, why can’t I finish anything? I’m so glad You’re not like me” That was an encouraging thought, God never leaves anything unfinished!
Philippians 1:6 (ESV) And I am sure of this, that he who began a good work in you will bring it to completion at the day of Jesus Christ.
At various points in my life, I have been discouraged. I’ve felt like I’m not making as much progress in my spiritual life as I should be. Admittedly, at times that feeling could be contributed to my own personal neglect of my spiritual life. Other times though I’ve felt like I’m doing everything I should be doing, but still not going anywhere! It’s hard at times not to feel like God’s forgotten us.
Then I remember His Word. God will complete the work. It sometimes takes longer than we expected. A few months ago I was crying out to the Lord about this exact thing and I felt Him speak to me, “I will lead you. I will guide you, but right now I want you to enjoy My presence.” Sometimes in our urgency to feel useful we forget to just enjoy time with our Heavenly Father.
I believe it is when we simply trust in Him, rest in Him and abide in Him that He truly begins to work in our lives, shaping us into the person He created us to be. Preparing us for the Work He has given to us.
Ephesians 2:10 (NLT) For we are God’s masterpiece. He has created us anew in Christ Jesus, so we can do the good things he planned for us long ago.
1 John 2:27 (NKJV) But the anointing which you have received from Him abides in you, and you do not need that anyone teach you; but as the same anointing teaches you concerning all things, and is true, and is not a lie, and just as it has taught you, you will abide in Him.
Don’t lose heart. Continue to pray for opportunities to do His will. You are not forgotten. You are a valued child of the King. God won’t leave you unfinished! You are created in His image and as we continue to abide in Him, He continues to make us reflect His image more and more.
Maybe you’ve been feeling as if you aren’t fulfilling your purpose lately. Can I encourage you? It’s ok! We all have seasons of restlessness. Continue to abide in His presence. Enjoy time with God and He will continue to teach you what you need in order to do the work He’s called you to do.